Well, first with the poem that I force ended because (here come the complaints)... CAN YOU BELIEVE IT???? I forgot an awesome verse that I came up with while I was driving. It was something about my mind imploding.... but I forgot. Who can relate to that??? I better hear some complainin' otherwise you'll be hearing more complainin' from yer's truly. Well, I started this when I got to school this morning, and I've been randomly working on it all day. It's about lust.
08/30/05 Introductions made But I still don’t know your name Here is a place that I was never meant to be This should be private property But you’ve opened it to a godless society Stepping up to display your insides on the out This isn’t your heart on your sleeve These are your sharpened teeth Not hiding behind your glossy woolen lips And here we are Lined up to let your fangs sink into us Our skin; something you never wanted But your pains have driven you to devour what is offered So no one helps me put this knife in my back Carve the beast for the feast So good to say goodbye Say goodbye And oh what beautiful eyes All the better to hypnotize And oh what a smile All the better... But you’ll be old after a while
Here's how it appears in my notepad Introductions made But I still don’t know your name Here is a place that I was never meant to be This should be private property But you’ve opened it to a godless society Stepping up to display your insides on the out This isn’t your heart on your sleeve These are your sharpened teeth Not hiding behind your glossy woolen lips And here we are Lined up to let your fangs sink into us Our skin; something you never wanted But your pains have driven you to devour what is offered So no one helps me put this knife in my back Carve the beast for the feast And oh what beautiful eyes you have All the better to hypnotize me And oh what a smile you have All the better to deny me with So good that Goodbyes are said And you still don't know my name Here in this place that I was never meant to be
You can be sure it's not done yet... but it might take me a while to finish. Give it a couple years to incubate. Okay, so why is it that a girl can tell a guy that the hair on the back of his head looks like (sorry) "pubes," but a guy can't tell a girl that her hair looks good but he liked it better before she cut it. Now granted these are two different girls, but still. So is it natural to hear rock music when you're in the middle of nowhere and the house is completely silent except for a squeeky fan, the AC, and the hum of the computer. My mind imploded today. I woke up (after about four hours of restless sleep) I literally leaped out of bed and dove back across the bed so that I could see the clock (I wasn't wearing my glasses). Turns out I had 3 hours left before I had to go to school, so I lay back down and leaped out of bed 20 mins later doing the same thing. After that I got up and ate breakfast and sat down listening to music. Played Final Fantasy 7 to pass the time until I had to leave. I showered and got ready.... and played more FF7. And then it was time. So I went to school. First class was Orientation (which is just going to teach me about Finatial aide, scholarships, transfering to other schools, all the stuff new students want to know about college) Next I ran over to math. Somewhere in this class my mind imploded. It just collapsed and I didn't have a clue what was going on. The rest of the day I've kinda been flipping out. Even when I went out to look at the sunset. I did a backflip right there in my wet, grassy/muddy driveway type thing... that I rarely drive in. We usually just pull up through the yard, the driveway is at a bad angle. Well, I think that's all I wanted to blurt. Don't forget to complain, or you'll be hearing from me. Don't forget to wish all your friends a Happy September (We do it with new years, so why not new months?) Please complain, I'm serious. I'd really like some ideas about this poem. I'd really like to do something with it. So please complain. Feel free to vent. I'm like an aquaduct... whatever that is... but duct and vent seem to work together.
"Your Face Here" upon my heart with love Matthew (Mahi) E. | Currently listening : 91025 By He Is Legend Release date: By 01 June, 2004 | |
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