Tuesday, August 30, 2005

Mental Capacity, Possible Overload (or under-slept)

Blog from when I was using MySpace.
Current mood: annoyed


Well, first with the poem that I force ended because (here come the complaints)... CAN YOU BELIEVE IT???? I forgot an awesome verse that I came up with while I was driving. It was something about my mind imploding.... but I forgot. Who can relate to that??? I better hear some complainin' otherwise you'll be hearing more complainin' from yer's truly. Well, I started this when I got to school this morning, and I've been randomly working on it all day. It's about lust.

08/30/05
Introductions made

But I still don’t know your name

Here is a place that I was never meant to be

This should be private property

But you’ve opened it to a godless society

Stepping up to display your insides on the out

This isn’t your heart on your sleeve

These are your sharpened teeth

Not hiding behind your glossy woolen lips

And here we are

Lined up to let your fangs sink into us

Our skin; something you never wanted

But your pains have driven you to devour what is offered

So no one helps me put this knife in my back

Carve the beast for the feast

So good to say goodbye
Say goodbye
And oh what beautiful eyes
All the better to hypnotize

And oh what a smile

All the better...
But you’ll be old after a while

Here's how it appears in my notepad

Introductions made

But I still don’t know your name

Here is a place that I was never meant to be

This should be private property

But you’ve opened it to a godless society

Stepping up to display your insides on the out

This isn’t your heart on your sleeve

These are your sharpened teeth

Not hiding behind your glossy woolen lips

And here we are

Lined up to let your fangs sink into us

Our skin; something you never wanted

But your pains have driven you to devour what is offered

So no one helps me put this knife in my back

Carve the beast for the feast

And oh what beautiful eyes you have
All the better to hypnotize me

And oh what a smile you have

All the better to deny me with
So good that

Goodbyes are said

And you still don't know my name

Here in this place that I was never meant to be

You can be sure it's not done yet... but it might take me a while to finish. Give it a couple years to incubate.
Okay, so why is it that a girl can tell a guy that the hair on the back of his head looks like (sorry) "pubes," but a guy can't tell a girl that her hair looks good but he liked it better before she cut it. Now granted these are two different girls, but still.
So is it natural to hear rock music when you're in the middle of nowhere and the house is completely silent except for a squeeky fan, the AC, and the hum of the computer. My mind imploded today. I woke up (after about four hours of restless sleep) I literally leaped out of bed and dove back across the bed so that I could see the clock (I wasn't wearing my glasses). Turns out I had 3 hours left before I had to go to school, so I lay back down and leaped out of bed 20 mins later doing the same thing. After that I got up and ate breakfast and sat down listening to music. Played Final Fantasy 7 to pass the time until I had to leave. I showered and got ready.... and played more FF7. And then it was time. So I went to school. First class was Orientation (which is just going to teach me about Finatial aide, scholarships, transfering to other schools, all the stuff new students want to know about college) Next I ran over to math. Somewhere in this class my mind imploded. It just collapsed and I didn't have a clue what was going on. The rest of the day I've kinda been flipping out. Even when I went out to look at the sunset. I did a backflip right there in my wet, grassy/muddy driveway type thing... that I rarely drive in. We usually just pull up through the yard, the driveway is at a bad angle.
Well, I think that's all I wanted to blurt. Don't forget to complain, or you'll be hearing from me. Don't forget to wish all your friends a Happy September (We do it with new years, so why not new months?) Please complain, I'm serious. I'd really like some ideas about this poem. I'd really like to do something with it. So please complain. Feel free to vent. I'm like an aquaduct... whatever that is... but duct and vent seem to work together.

"Your Face Here" upon my heart with love
Matthew (Mahi) E.

Currently listening :
91025
By He Is Legend
Release date: By 01 June, 2004

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