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Current mood: pissed off Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities Okay, I keep signing on MySpace and seeing things like this, and it's just making me sick.... THIS IS NOT LOVE Love IS awesome and when it involves TRUTH and is thus made true, it leaves you in AWE. She, on the other hand, is nearly naked. There is NO relation between these FACTS. All these advertisements from True are COMPLETELY true LIES!!!! And I'm sorry, but Love is not found. Love finds you. Love chooses you. If you think you are looking for Love, then God is calling you to Himself. AWESOME IS LOVE!!! SO IS God!!! FIND God NOW truth... (TOTALLY!) Currently listening : About a Burning Fire By Blindside Release date: By 24 February, 2004 4 Comments - 8 Kudos

	I never said you said that...	agree. *thumbs up* Posted by I never said you said that... on Friday, February 03, 2006 at 9:38 AM

elyse

I hate those TRUE ads so much. They're very sleazy. True love is not seeing a woman's chest hang out. Posted by elyse on Friday, February 17, 2006 at 1:04 PM

Cornerstone Florida 2006 (May 12 & 13)

Blog from when I used to be MySpace.

Current mood: sleepy Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes CORNERSTONE FLORIDA Hey guys, we need to get together and organize a group going. People from Jacksonville, Marianna, and I'll have friends from Jupiter coming too, I'm sure. Make sure you've got your camping supplies ready... cause we're stayin' in tents. YAY!!!!!! So, I guess since I want this organized, I can take the reigns. Maybe we can just keep info on this blog. Like who will want to be going and who has what sized tents, and who can drive and who needs rides. Let me know anything you want. I'm hoping we can get this all figured out by the end of March so that we can order tickets for $36.95 each rather than the $46.95 we'll pay for group tickets until May 10 (Ticket prices below). By the way, a group is at least 10 people and I know I'll know at least that many people going, so let me know. I'm looking up campgrounds and I'll update that info soon. Bands Already Confirmed *subject to minor changes* (This list will probably be updated to a complete list of bands in a couple weeks, but of the final list, usually 3 or 4 bands don't make it for some reason.) I'll keep you up to date on who's gonna be there. underOATH Copeland David Crowder Band Kutless Brandtson As Cities Burn Cool Hand Luke The Myriad Maylene and the Sons of Disaster The Showdown Denison Witmer TICKETS PURCHASE BY MARCH 31 Adult - $39.95 (age 12 and up) Group - $36.95 (10 or more persons) Youth - $19.95 (age 6 to 11) Family 2 - $99.95 (2 parents, all children 17 and under) Family 1 - $74.95 (1 parent, all children 17 and under) Child - Free (age 5 and under) PURCHASE BY MAY 10 Adult - $44.95 (age 12 and up) Group - $41.95 (10 or more persons) Youth - $24.95 (age 6 to 11) Family 2 - $109.95 (2 parents, all children 17 and under) Family 1 - $84.95 (1 parent, all children 17 and under) Child - Free (age 5 and under) PURCHASE AT GATE Adult - $50 (age 12 and up) Group - $47 (10 or more persons) Youth - $30 (age 6 to 11) Family 2 - $125 (2 parents, all children 17 and under) Family 1 - $95 (1 parent, all children 17 and under) Child - Free (age 5 and under) FRIDAY OR SATURDAY Night Ticket - $30 (Admittance from 7pm on ONLY) One-Day Adult - $40 One-Day Youth - $20 Currently listening : Sunsets & Sushi By David Crowder Band Release date: By 15 February, 2005 4 Comments - 2 Kudos

	Lo-Mac	I will definitely be there and I have my own tent, which holds 4 people, but I'm sure I'll be filling that with people. Not sure who as of yet, but I'm fairly certain I'll have people to fill my tent. CANNOT WAIT. CANNOT WAIT. CANNOT FREAKING WAIT. And for anyone who is semi-unsure, YOU WILL NOT REGRET going. Cornerstone is the best experience ever. One year we need to all go to Illinois. Yes. Posted by Lo-Mac on Saturday, January 28, 2006 at 3:49 PM

	Let my love be a reflection of TRUE Love	Yes... That will be next year's big plan... IL, be warned... you're about to experience Matt and Lauren... + Posted by Let my love be a reflection of TRUE Love on Saturday, January 28, 2006 at 3:52 PM

quig the joker

im in man music camping fellowship hum sounds like a grateful dead concert Posted by quig the joker on Sunday, January 29, 2006 at 1:59 PM

Poetry and Pictures... Enjoy

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Current mood: thirsty Category: Writing and Poetry Only You I've dreamt of painting a picture Without using any utensils at all Without canvas and paint Without paper and pen Not even colors did I use in this dream Only you Living Breathing Bleeding You rose from the picture I painted in my dream. 12/24/05 (01:34) Faith I had an amazing dream, But it made no sense at all, And I couldn't remember it When I woke up. This morning I just sat in bed. Thinking, Laying back down Trying to continue my dreaming. My head is swimming in poetry, But my vocabulary is failing, And I can't seem to write anything. But everything I write flows like water Weaving together in a lucid dream all its own A lot can happen. And yet it all happens so fast. So many changes. A year is such a long, Short period of time. Like when you're looking for something, But you don't know what you're looking for I can't find what I'm looking for, But not at all in the way that those words state it And yet, Those words describe my feelings precisely. I can't find what I'm looking for. "Ask and ye shall receive. Seek, and ye shall find. Knock and the door will be opened" Does your heart have a door? Can I knock on it? Will you let me in? Will I enter? Can I take hold of your hand? Will you be ashamed of me? Am I worthy of the time it takes to think of shame? I suppose I am Since you willingly offer to take hold of it And toss it away Like it were were a weed Rooted within my heart Will you knock on the door? Will I let you in? Will you prune my garden? Will you hold me as I wait to go home? 12/27/05 (15:02) Dreams for the Patient .... (check previous blog) Love Love is in me And I am someone to be loved And if you love me It doesn't mean I have to love you It means I already do Because Love is greatly in me And I am someone to be loved. 01/15/06 (01:35) Well I guess that's about it. I had many great ideas, but only worded a few of them.... that means I need to get to work I guess... Sorry, I thought I had more. Kitty Belly Piercing (stitches) Kitty with a bald belly Kitty in a cracker box (bobbing for crackers... sounds like a redneck sport) HAIRCUT Can you see the color? Aint this guy HOT???? "Your Face Here" upon my heart with love Matthew (Mahi) Eskuchen Currently listening : The Weak's End By Emery Release date: By 27 January, 2004 3 Comments - 4 Kudos

Let my love be a reflection of TRUE Love

EXACTLY!!! Posted by Let my love be a reflection of TRUE Love on Friday, January 20, 2006 at 1:57 PM

Dreams For The Patient

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Current mood: sleepy Category: Writing and Poetry Dreams For The Patient I want to wake up for work On less than an hour of sleep Just 'cause I had to keep up all night We lay there together Entangled in the arms of another The pearls of a comb Glide through your hair Just like the fingers of my hand Sweep through the silky surface of falling water I whispered "I love you" To hear you insist you love me more I touched a strand aside And told your ear "That may be..." I brushed your cheek With the tips of the digits Stretched outward from the arm of my mind My eye met your eye "... but ..."(I couldn't finish but I tried) As your lips, with a touch Stole the breath away from mine ("...I love you") There I stayed locked in eternity Waiting for the color to be unveiled By the fine, thin, tired sheets That gracefully glanced over your eyes At the gentle ripple of my hand Passing through your lightly-darkened hair ..> Should this be a dream That I am to hold you While you sleep? My sight inhales each breath While my lungs collapse With every falling of your chest Savoring the very moment As if it were not passed Memorizing the whole of detail As if to say "I fear this never happened." 01-07-2006 (01:45 to 02:45 to 03:38) It was an interesting idea that popped into my head. The idea to write about waking up in everyday life... then moving back in time to a dream... combining the two until you can't tell which is which... and then memorizing it out of fear that it may have never happened. It's actually almost more like moving back in time to the night before, and then getting lost, and not being able to tell if it's a dream or not. The title also just "popped" into my head. It seemed appropriate though. Perhaps I should consider calling it "Dreams Are For Lovers" since I hear that just about everything IS for lovers... I hope that this is as good as I feel that it is. "Your Face Here" upon my heart with love Matthew Shane (Mahi) Eskuchen Currently listening : Plans By Death Cab for Cutie Release date: By 30 August, 2005 4 Comments - 1 Kudos

	Brianna	Wow Matt! That is amazing! It's so sweet! When are you going to start publishing? And who, pray tell, do you think your dreaming about or is this purely a dream? What ever it is, it's amazing! Love, Brianna Posted by Brianna on Saturday, January 07, 2006 at 1:34 PM

	Let my love be a reflection of TRUE Love	This wasn't really an actually dream, and it wasn't about anyone. It started out as an idea of something I wanted... and then by the end, I was admiting that it wasn't real... I guess that's a good, quick way to explain it. Posted by Let my love be a reflection of TRUE Love on Saturday, January 07, 2006 at 4:05 PM

Austin AKA Crazy Rifle Monkey

wow matt this rocks out of every thing i have read by you this is the best and you should realy think aobut making a book of all your work i think i would be great I know I would buy it. austin Posted by Austin AKA Crazy Rifle Monkey on Sunday, January 08, 2006 at 3:30 PM

Dreams For The Patient

Blog from when I was using LiveJournal.

[	mood	|	sleepy	]
[	music	|	Plans - Death Cab For Cutie	]

Well, as always... I'm here because MySpace is SCREWED UP... It truly is a wonder I'm not here more often.

Time: 02:23
Category: Writing and Poetry
Music: Death Cab For Cutie - Plans
Mood: Sleepy

Dreams For The Patient
I want to wake up for work
On less than an hour of sleep
Just 'cause I had to keep up all night
We lay there together
Entangled in the arms of another
The pearls of a comb
Glide through your hair
Just like the fingers of my hand
Sweep through the silky surface of falling water
I whispered "I love you"
To hear you insist you love me more
I touched a strand aside
And told your ear "That may be..."
I brushed your cheek
With the tips of the digits
Stretched outward from the arm of my mind
My eye met your eye
"... but ..."(I couldn't finish but I tried)
As your lips, with a touch
Stole the breath away from mine
("...I love you")
There I stayed locked in eternity
Waiting for the color to be unveiled
By the fine, thin, tired sheets
That gracefully glanced over your eyes
At the gentle ripple of my hand
Passing through your lightly-darkened hair
Should this be a dream
That I am to hold you
While you sleep?
My sight inhales each breath
While my lungs collapse
With every falling of your chest
Savoring the very moment
As if it were not passed
Memorizing the whole of detail
As if to say
"I fear this never happened."
01-07-2006 (01:45 to 02:45 to 03:38)

It was an interesting idea that popped into my head. The idea to write about waking up in everyday life... then moving back in time to a dream... combining the two until you can't tell which is which... and then memorizing it out of fear that it may have never happened. It's actually almost more like moving back in time to the night before, and then getting lost, and not being able to tell if it's a dream or not. The title also just "popped" into my head. It seemed appropriate though. Perhaps I should consider calling it "Dreams Are For Lovers" since I hear that just about everything IS for lovers...
I hope that this is as good as I feel that it is.

"Your Face Here" upon my heart with love
Matthew Shane (Mahi) Eskuchen

First Blog of 2006... So Very Lame

Blog from when I was using MySpace.

Current mood: energetic Category: Friends Yeah, so I'm a B.T.'s house... About to go to bed, and I just wanted to say "Surprise" First blog of the new year. Happy January, and Happy New Year Good Night! Remember to check out these pictures from swing dancing, and SV, and the random videos... YAY!!!!! "Your Face Here" upon my heart with love Matthew Shane (Mahi) Eskuchen Currently listening : Apathetic EP By Relient K Release date: By 08 November, 2005