On a side note

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Current mood: Still hungry... going to eat...
Category: Writing and Poetry

Oh, just a few other things I'd like to share...

I ran out of paper... I finished my blue notepad... Now I'm on to Green...
But before I get to that... Here's what I ended with...

10/14/06 (15:07)
I built myself up
So proud of my shell
Blocking out every idea
Coming from everyone else
So proud to be unaffected by their words and thoughts
Standing on my own
Unbreakable
(Oh! I forgot....)
I've been broken now
For all the moments I can (or can't) recall
And for every time I wasn't alone
I was stealing life from someone else's throne
Where You sat in wait
Watching me pass by
So proud of myself
just to catch Your eye
Before I crept away again
To live my nonexistent life
me without You to be found in the spotlight

10/14/06 (16:51)
Lord
Let me look on men through your eyes
Let me not judge them, but love them through your eyes
Thank you Lord for your love and justice
Help me to control myself and keep from judging others, lest I be judged
I pray you bless me Lord.
Let me see this world through your heart and eyes, and help me to love so that you can judge.
Amen

10/16/06 (22:07)
Can you imagine the drunken tongue I'd run with?
Oh, the vulgar things I'd say!
The angry things stored up inside
Will they ever go away?
Where's the root?
Where's the heart?
Where's the source of all this pain?
God forgive me
I'm at it again
Cursing friends beneath my breath
Man forgive me
I'm at it again
God forget me
"Stay away!"
I am the sinfullest of men
So selfish
So proud
So hateful
So greedy for love
The one good thing I've found
God spread yourself around
I've failed
I've fallen
I'm walking out the door

Goodnight

Currently listening : Brother, Sister By mewithoutYou Release date: By 26 September, 2006

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elyse

That's funny that you have different color notepads. Posted by elyse on Tuesday, October 17, 2006 at 9:23 PM

The Long Awaited Adventure

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Current mood: Hungry in a spiritual sense
Category: Parties and Nightlife

Hey guys.... Here we have the long awaited blog of pictures....
First we were in Dothan....

Create Your Own!
Then we boogied down in electronics and toys in Marianna

Create Your Own!
And then the Hats and handbags

Create Your Own!
And finally, clothes!!!!

Create Your Own!

...Girl's clothes

Currently listening : Popularity By Jonezetta Release date: By 03 October, 2006

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	~Crystal~	Awsome, Awsome! Finally!!! I love these pics! Posted by ~Crystal~ on Tuesday, October 17, 2006 at 2:09 PM

	Kelly	YAY! Finally. We had so much fun that night! The picture show is awesome! Posted by Kelly on Tuesday, October 17, 2006 at 10:02 PM

	Josh Grace	I can't believe we sleep in the same house. . . Good, Lord! Posted by Josh Grace on Thursday, October 19, 2006 at 12:56 PM

Brianna

Suprisingly enough... I like that jacket too.:)! By the way, how do you post pictures in a blog? Can't figure it out. Miss you! Brianna Posted by Brianna on Sunday, October 22, 2006 at 2:58 PM

Thoughts and Writings - Three Piggies and a Wolf (A Little Lady and a Fruit)

Blog from MySpace. Thoughts and Writings Current mood: bouncy Category: Writing and Poetry

10/02/06 (10:37)

These words pay a price

But cost a fee in return

Taking out a loan against my soul

Buying something for to own

(My lust for guilt is on the fast track to wearing me out)

Numbing is the sound

But unbearable the silence

Where to go to find a balance?

Steal thoughts from someone else's sentence

10/03/06 (08:52)

What can I be for

For the wrongs I have done you

Simply begging forgiveness isn't nearly enough

10/06/06 (01:40)

Write it down

Let it go

Rid yourself of twisted thoughts

Like a hillside sheds its snow

Flowing away like a stream

Stolen thoughts on parade

Showing off my ability

To run-away another's dreams

I've grown a powerful fear

My lust and greed for guilt

Running me into the ground

Boasting I'll be whole again

10/06/06 (03:01)

Colored thoughts

Like a rainbow a flowing things

Too complicated to express with words

Once my strongest ally

It has now become the weakest link

Language fails so ungracefully

To communicate the thinks I think

 

 

10/07/06 (11:46)

Three Piggies and a Wolf (A Little Lady and a Fruit)

One day I won't be here

I'll be far away

And I wanted to make sure you'd know where to find me

I dug up some dirty workers

They'll build stuff the way I need

So out of sticks and bricks and straw

I'll be building a little village by the sea

The sea that spits and howls

As the tides keep rolling by

In and out

Up and down

The sea that grins with sharpened fangs

At my workers by the sea

I'll plant a garden

Starting with a seed

Raising up a Tree of Life

And a tree from which we will not eat

You'll be welcomed by the shore line

From the waters of the deep

My village by the sea

Welcome home my Eve

Sleep safely, goodnight

The sea that spits and howls

Juts his jaw out proud

The sea that grins with sharpened fangs

And threatens to blow us out

"I'll huff and I'll puff

I'LL BLOW IT DOWN!

I'LL BLOW IT DOWN!

I'LL BLOW IT DOWN!"

No Eve don't eat

The fruit's too sweet

The sea still spits and howls

As nighttime falls

The dark birds call for the culprit

"Whoo? Whoo??"

"I'll huff and I'll puff

I'LL BLOW IT DOWN!

I'LL BLOW IT DOWN!

I'LL BLOW IT DOWN!"

So scratch a match

Flick the flame

I'll burn this Eden to the ground

You've gotta give up your loves

To show your praise is enough

In a village by the sea

I'LL BURN IT DOWN!

I'LL BURN IT DOWN!

I'LL BURN IT DOWN!

If I'm too proud of what I've made

To love what You still gave

Then I'm too proud to allow myself

To be welcomed at Your gates

I'LL BURN IT DOWN!

 

10/08/06 (13:35)

There's a traitor in our midst

I can feel him on my lips

And taste him in my kiss

And when I breathe in lightly

To exhale a heavy sigh

I catch it on my breath

I smell of Judas!

I smell of "loving" kisses

I smell of backs with knives

So I'm gouging out my eyes

Burning out my tongue

I'm cutting all my ties

To the place where I'd begun

Find the end

I want this to be over

"He doesn't need the backseat

He can ride on top

I don't think he heard me"

I just want the jokes to stop!

I just wasn't in the mood

And I find it's kind of haunting

When you cause a heart to stop

That it continues beating isn't funny.... 

 

 

Currently listening : Brother, Sister By mewithoutYou Release date: By 26 September, 2006

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