Wednesday, December 21, 2005

As Cities (will) Burn... Surely This is mewithoutYou

Blog from MySpace.

Current mood: grateful
Category: Friends Well. How to make this short enough to be captivating and detailed enough to be interesting? Good question.

THURSDAY:
Drove to Jacksonville.
Late for Student Venture (but it was still great).
To Tinley's house with Tony, Eric, Daniel, Austin, and Josiah. We watched home videos and game previews.... and of course... The Muses (Amanda's school project, Courtney was in it too... I recognize some of the others, but don't know them by name).
Rode with Austin back to OP to get my car, and then back to Tinley's house just to head back out with Daniel.
Steak and Shake dinner at 03:00ish in the morning.
Finally got some sleep back at the Lui residence.
FRIDAY:
Hanging out with the Webbs before they leave town.
Played with unicycle with Jonathan and Austin (Jon needs to get one).
Rode with Mrs. Webb to shop for thermal underwear for Jonathan while Jonathan mowed a lawn out in Riverside.
Chinese food for dinner.
Say goodbye to Mrs. Webb.
Swing Dancing (amazing blast of a time once I got started) Flipping Amanda, making up moves with Katie, camera fight with Karl.
Waffle House after Swing Dancing with Brianna and four amazingly fun foreign exchange students (maybe not all students, I'm not sure, but all foreign).... (I'm sorry if I butcher the spellings but here goes) Kiyoko, "Nard" (what her full name was, I'll never be able to pronounce :-)), Larissa, and Camilla (or something close to that I think).
We made flowers out of straw wrappers and napkins... it was quite amazing and fun.
Made it back to Daniel's place at like 2 in the morning and checked my grades online. (3.79 GPA, 4 A's, 1 B.... I should have studied for that Psychology Final... Oh well, I passed)
Got to sleep around 4 so that I could wake up at 07:30 to go meet Josiah.
SATURDAY:
Swung by Chick-fil-A for breakfast really fast (I still love the people there).
Back to Wal-Mart to buy ponchos and Gatorade.
Rode with Josiah in Jenny's Mom's new car down to Orlando (the GPS and XM Radio were great fun to play with).
Met up with Jenny and her mom and aunt at Disney's Magic Kingdom.
Thank you guys so much. I usually hate trips to Disney, but this on was amazing. I love both of you and hope you are doing well. Thank you, Thank you, Thank you!!!!
BEST DAY AT DISNEY EVER IN MY LIFE
Back at Lui's house around midnight... I passed out.... literally.... I was completely exhausted.
Daniel took pictures of me while I was asleep.... (now I know how Josiah felt... and that was only one picture)
My right shoulder was killing me (I think from swing dancing)
SUNDAY:
Late for second hour at CFC, I fell asleep in Daniel's car and he took more pictures of me sleeping while we waited for third hour.
Very sleepy through church, but a good message about being spiritually broken, entitled "Remember To Walk With a Limp."
Lunch at Panera with Katie, Amanda, Irina, Vera, Christa, Brian, Daniel (Lui), Eric, and ....... well... I guess ME!!!!
Brian's house to watch Unbreakable. (Tony added to the group)
Katie and Amanda begged me to stay, and so I decided that I HAD to be home by Wednesday, so I would leave Tuesday night and try to see Lauren before I left.
Irina, Vera, Eric, Tony, and Katie left, and Brian, Daniel, Amanda, Christa and I went for a walk.
I rode with Lui to take Amanda and Christa home, and then back to his house to pack my stuff.
Concert at Plush with As Cities Burn, The Chariot, mewithoutYou, and Underoath.
It was amazing. I was a little late, but got there just moments before ACB started. I got some distant pictures of them, they didn't turn out real great.
Pushed closer for the Chariot. They were a lot better than I thought they'd be... I'll have to look into them.
Pushed my way up front for mewithoutYou. Had several people dropped on my, but got some good pictures.
I was going to leave halfway through Underoath, but I stayed until the end and I'm glad. I took videos from afar for Courtney (she wanted to know how they were live).
Bought some merch... got some free merch (talked with a guy from As Cities Burn and got a poster for free).
I met a girl and her mom at the promotion poster T&N / ministry merch table. I had a great idea that she ask for the poster on the wall since all the others had sold out. Only 164 of the posters were made, and she got the one that said so.... (speaking of which... I need to go get that paper from my car and add her to my friends.... I don't remember her name fully... I just know it started with a V).... Sorry :-)
Over to the Webbs' house to spend the night with Austin and get him to the airport in the morning so that he could fly out and see his family.
MONDAY:
Up at 04:00 (with only about 2 hours of sleep) to get Austin to the Airport on time.
We were gonna stop by Krispy Kreme, but it was closed.... (what's going on... both the OP and Murray Hill area KKs closed....) So we stopped by McDonald's (can you believe it....???!!!!!!!) breakfast was okay, but not the best... but nothing else was open at 04:30 in the morning.
Got Austin to the airport and said goodbye.
Instead of leaving town as originally planned I headed back to Orange Park and parked near Chick-fil-A to wait for them to open so I could eat breakfast. I fell asleep and woke up about two hours after they opened. I drove through and got me some breakfast.
I then headed over to Cracker Barrel to do some Christmas shopping. Got some stuff for my parents... (shoot... I didn't ever get anything for Zane).
Sat in the parking lot for a while... listened to some music, fell asleep...
Woke up and went back to Target (shared parking lot with Chick-fil-A). More Christmas shopping (finished, or so I thought.... what to get Zane???)
Then I sat in that parking lot for a while. (Oh, I was sitting in parking lots waiting for people to call me back. But Brianna had lost her cell, and Katie went Christmas shopping with her mom, Amanda was at her Grandparents' house, and Daniel Lui was working).
Around 3-4 I ate at CFA again, and headed out to Brian's house.
Lui came over and we watched Back to the Future Part 2... I fell asleep cause I hadn't slept much the night before, and hadn't slept well throughout the day. Now Brian took a picture of me... (I'm sure it was Lui's idea).
Adam called and I had to ask Brian and Lui if I had been asleep. (I guess that's how tired I was...)
I spent the night at Bri's (pronounced like Brian without the 'an') house and found "The More than Complete Guide to the Galaxy" by Douglas Adams and started reading.
TUESDAY:
Morning came and I felt amazing. Revived... Refreshed.... Re-anything.... I felt GREAT.... But Lui was sick....
So Bri and I watched some Cops (that guy was eating ice cream, so he probably put his false tooth back in when he finished it. that's why he was missing a tooth one minute and had it the next)
We played "You Don't Know JACK" for a little while (probably close to an hour or something). Then we got a hold of Amanda and got ready to head out to her house.
I showed Brian and Amanda my unicycle skills (or lack there of)...
We walked down to the river and I got some good pictures of the sunset.
We hung out just talking for a while, back to Amanda's house... ate cookies, played with the dog (I had a bird named Cuddles once).
We said goodbye to Amanda and headed back to Bri's house.
I decided I would leave Bri's at 23:00 if Lauren hadn't called me.
We watched Homestar Runner cartoons and played You Don't Know JACK until 23:00 came around, and then I was off.
I stopped by Wal-Mart, taking my time, hoping Lauren would call me.
I tried calling her, but no answer. I stopped an got gas, and then I called her as I got on the road to tell her that I had tried to wait for her.
I probably went an average of 65 mph on the trip back. I wasn't in a rush... I only went over 70 like 3 times... and those were usually accidents.... combining hills and fast paced music.... but within seconds I had my foot off the pedal. I wanted to go slowly.
It was cold on the ride. My heater didn't work so well. Warm air came into the car, but it was propelled by substantially colder air.... and so it kind of nullified the point.... or something....
Thank the Webbs for the gloves they gave me for Christmas. They saved my hands.
I only stopped to get gas once, and I didn't go to the bathroom at all until I got home.
I had called Lauren at about 23:56, as I was just getting onto the highway, and I got off of the highway at 03:33. I got to my house at 03:54ish, and I was stopped to get gas for about 12 minutes. So it was about a 4 hour trip measuring from when I left the gas station and got on the highway to leave Jacksonville. About 5 hours if we include the time from Tinley's house to Wal-Mart, the gas station, and then to the highway.

Here are some pictures from SV, Swing Dancing, and then just randomly hanging out.... and also two videos of Matt dancing, and a video from Matt's last trip to Jacksonville when he was hanging out with Irina and Lui.
Fonoop.com (Photo Gallery: Matt's Pictures)
So that was my trip. I sorry if we missed each other.
I love all of you guys.
The more I spend time without you and then get to see you, the more I realize it.
I love you guys so much.
Thank you
::BIG SQUEEZE::

"Your Face Here" upon my heart with GREAT love
Matthew Shane Eskuchen
Currently listening :
Prepare to Be Wrong
By Straylight Run
Release date: By 04 October, 2005
4 Comments - 6 Kudos
Lo-Mac

You hang out with the people here in Jacksonville more than I do and I live here. Funny how that works.

Anyway, I just got into Jax last night around 10:30. I had no cell service while in VA so I'm not sure if you called me because I haven't tried to tackle my voicemails (I had people telling me that my box is full and it won't let them leave me any messages). Anyway, I'll always be praying for you, Matty-boy and hopefully you'll come back soon.

Godspeed.

Posted by Lo-Mac on Wednesday, December 21, 2005 at 3:51 PM

Sunday, December 4, 2005

Unicycle

Blog from when I was using MySpace.

Current mood: bored
Category: Art and Photography More pictures for you all... (I'm not redneck yet y'all)
12-04-2005

My dad and Zane

Me playing on my unicycle, while my sister is playing with my camera.



Isn't he SUPER cute?


Heather cut off my head


(My cousin Peggy's son. His daddy's in Iraq)

"Your Face Here" upon my heart with love
M. Shane Eskuchen
Currently listening :
Dawn Escapes
By Falling Up
Release date: By 25 October, 2005
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Let my love be a reflection of TRUE Love

Oh, sorry. The bigger one is my nephew Daniel Zane. The one eating his foot is my cousin's baby. His name is Corbin (although I'm not sure of the spelling).

Posted by Let my love be a reflection of TRUE Love on Monday, December 05, 2005 at 6:38 AM

What goes on past Midnight in "Nowhere" When it's Cold!

Blog from when I was using MySpace.

Current mood: gloomy
Category: Art and Photography

So... You wanted to know... I delivered
Here's what goes on past midnight when you live in the middle of nowhere and most of your friends live more than an hour away.
12-02-2005












P.S. Yes
I took my hoodie off for a couple pictures, and it was COLD.
My hands were quite red.

"Your Face Here" upon my ______ heart
M. Shane Eskuchen




"City By The Sea" by Terminal

I'm a thousand miles from home
Sleeping in my clothes
Living like I never have before
Where the city falls in the sea
I try and make myself believe
That I matter here
But I'm lonely losing sleep

If only I could feel less indifferent
Then maybe I could be more existent
I'm dreaming hopelessly
In a city by the sea
It's taken me so long
To sing a simple song
I don't belong

On the rooftop late at night
Writing songs about my life
Praying day will break
Before I close my eyes
I wish I had a little more to miss
Than friends that don't exist
And the that felt like scars across my wrists


Currently listening :
How the Lonely Keep
By Terminal
Release date: By 28 June, 2005

5 Comments - 8 Kudos
I never said you said that...

Those are some awesome pictures. The amazing flying Matt?... YES! :D

Posted by I never said you said that... on Sunday, December 04, 2005 at 7:14 PM


Amanda Marie

you are amazing matt...truly wonderful...I wish I could have participated in the randomness of this night. but alas i am so far away...but remember that I miss you lots and you are never forgotten about!! I love ya brother in Christ!!!

Love,
Amanda

I commented like you told me and now you must tell me your plans for world domination....

Posted by Amanda Marie on Monday, December 05, 2005 at 7:27 PM


quig the joker

dude i didnt know you owned that mustang its a sweet car I used to look at it every day when it was over here close to the high school we all dream hopelessly in non existent realitys where we fell we never belong because fantasy surreal and many would coose the surreal over the real anytime there is always someone who exist as a freind the answer to yourself is where to find them and the one to always know is upward in the sky s blue in my heart as it sing he is everywhere and anywhere he is alpha omega the beginnig and the end

Posted by quig the joker on Monday, January 09, 2006 at 3:53 PM

Thursday, December 1, 2005

Untitled, it wasn't even meant to be a poem

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Current mood: sleepy
Category: Writing and Poetry 11/15/2005 (03:53)

You know that point in time where you're so overwhelmed
By everything and nothing
When you just want to cry
You're all choked up and you can feel it in your chest
But the tears won't come
Release and freedom stay locked away
Somewhere far away
(But right behind your eyes)
Like driving for an hour
Only to arrive precisely when I left
When everything I know has aged
But to me time stands the same
I seem to be trapped
Where everyone grows but me
Everything changes
But me and my faith we just decay

Currently listening :
Apathetic EP
By Relient K
Release date: By 08 November, 2005